The workings of our soul are weird. If you try to suppress the negative in your thoughts, it will pursue you with more strength. That’s why you’ll see more sinners than saints in priests, bishops, mullahs etc. And you’ll see more saints than sinners in ordinary people who don’t care much about religion.
To deal with negative in you thoughts and life is first to accept their presence. These qualities make you, they are like your naughty children, you cannot disown them. If you ignore them or hurt them they grow stronger and come back stronger. Once you are kind to your naughty children, they become your friends and then they help you by transmuting themselves into creativity.
Though by befriending the negative aspects of your personality you may or may not become a saint, but you will definitely become a better human – #FeelHearty